4 more weeks to go..

i'm 36 weeks pregnant now. just another 4 weeks to go. then i'm gonna be a mom!! ho ho! Mommy Girl. ;P

went to Mid Valley to shop for baby's clothes with hubby.. seriously, i have no idea what to buy and what not to buy. so, we ended up buying 5 sets of new born suits.. all white! so cute!! cant wait for the little one to come out. ;) then 2 sets of mittens & head covers.. then 1 bag of newborn diapers. my dad said it's enough for now. since i have another 4 more weeks to go..

hopefully everything will be fine and smooth.. cant wait to see you little one!

Selamat Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Buat Semua.. Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan di atas salah silap & keterlanjuran kata yang tidak disengajakan. Mohon dihalalkan semuanya. ;)

Rindunya beraya bersama ayah di Tawau Sabah. Takpa takpa. Hari Rabu aku akan pulang ke kampung halaman. yeah!!

The Baby's Story

Disebabkan kesibukan yang teramat kebelakangan ini, jadi, x ada kesempatan untuk meng'update' blog ni. mcm suda mau lingkup ja ni..

okay. apa yang tertinggal..

buat pengetahuan siapa siapa la yang membaca.. skrg saya sudah masuk 5 bulan mengandung. Alhamdulillah. siapa sangka. saya pun tak sangka.. ;) Rezeki Allah swt yang bagi. Syukur alhamdulillah. Mudah-mudahan baby menjadi anak yang soleh. Baik budi pekertinya dan menghormati kami - ibu bapanya.

on the way to the 5th month. there's so much excitement. my friend Gina just told me weeks ago that her baby started to move and kick her at times. i havent feel anything. right after the appointment with the gynae, Dr Norintan.. i felt something moving inside me. i was uncertain. whether it's me hungry? stomachache? or it's just normal feeling for pregnant woman. and i really thought it's nothing. until one fine Tuesday night.. this time, the feeling was real. the baby IS mocing. i can feel the baby like knocking from inside. MasyaAllah.. the feeling was superb! i feel like crying. the moment i felt it again, i called upon my husband and he put his palm on my stomach and felt it too. Alhamdulillah.

4 months to go. i'm so nervous. i cant wait to see how the baby will look like. more of me or hubby?

Cant wait for the next appointment to see the baby's progress..

Holiday & Trip with my Girlss..

cewek nina: in reply to your post:

saya tidak dapat naik pesawat tidak lama lagi campur lagi 2 bulan yang saya perlu cuti tahun depan (insyaAllah kalau diizinkan Allah, selamat bersalin bulan satu)
kesimpulannya, kita harus sekali menunda trip kita ke mana mana jua sehinggalah ke tahun hadapan.

cewek adel:
saya tau kamu kurang menggemari pantai-pantai.. ya coba kasi pandangan ke mana harus kita pergi yang ada tempat shopping juga ada tempat urut urut yang boleh kasi badan jadi relax.

cewek shima:
kamu ready saja. saya tau kamu ke mana mana pun boleh. jadi ready ok?

untuk bos bos sekalian:
kamu 3 orang (izmel, dai & chep) tinggal di rumah sana bukit kepayang tolong izmel jaga baby ah. mummy & gf gf sekalian mau pigi jalan jalan.

ok ka?

updates!!

i was supposed to blurt out a surprise did i? but unfortunately with the whole moving-into-new-house thing & work made everything seems impossible at this stage..

well.. here goes..

it was my birthday.. well not exactly my birthday. it was 4 days away before the big day and i felt kind of weird and felt that something is growing inside of me. i realized that the period was beyond the days it supposedly to visit. i made a trip to pharmacy few days before and bought a RM7.90 test kit. surprise surprise.. it looks like i'm going to be a mom. it looked like it was positive but from other angle, it looked like it's not. i was really confused at that time.

so the next day, i went to get this super expensive RM20 test kit and guess what, within 2 seconds, with just a blink of the eyes.. i can tell you.. the 2 lines were up soooo damn fast and clear. i was speechless. seriously..

alhamdulillah.. and now i'm going into the 2nd trimester. and is almost 16weeks pregnant and with Allah bless, insyaAllah, i will due around 17 Jan 2010.. we really hope it would fall on the 10th. know why? because it's my hubby birth day!!

it's a longgggggggggg way to go...

- blog yang hampir lapuk -

eishh.. lama nya x meng'update'kan blog ini. masa yang ada hanya cukup cukup untuk diri sendiri & keluarga & kawan kawan. tidak lupa juga hampir kesemua masa yang ada di siang hari dan separuh dari malam hari dihabiskan di pejabat.. pergi kerja sudah la awal pagi. balik sudah lah lewat malam. kalau mau online lagi. memang kilik rasanya. ;) oopps.. ni lah bahananya bila habiskan masa banyak dengan orang orang kampung. na, cakap pun berbalik sudah ke kampung halaman.. wah wah.. rindu pulak dengan Tawau. tapi, ndak pa lah. ndak lama lagi sudah mau balik. haha. puasa pun belum. sudah pikir mau balik beraya na. adoi..

bah bah

switching back to the old mode. now, let's see what i've been up to..

Work : oh man! a seriously HUGE change! with the new model and stuff. i've got to do so much of paper work! it was disasterous at first. things were messy all over the place. but as time passed by, things were a little little bit easier.

Life: so far so good.. enjoying life as a wife. a sister. a daughter in law. did i mention that we're going to have our own place soon? yeah.. isnt that cool????!!

oh .. and i almost forgot. it was my birthday on the 16 June. guess what i get for my birthday gift????




























..... will tell you next post!! stay tuned!!

*don't bite me*

.+photos+. {follow up}

flying with Malaysia Airlines




captured this 5-10 mins before landing



Yeah! i'm HOME!



YoYo!! - my favourite drink - Hafiz brought this from KK (surprised to see him at the airport)


We had all these for Dinner @ Muslim Seafood Restaurant Tawau. Delicious! Yum yum!

.+ on holiday mood +.

i'm back to hometown. the flight by MAS was awesome! it's been ages since my last ride with MAS. Managed to get the ticket on a great deal. MYR198 return tic! Imagine how cheap is that. oh btw, i just love the food.. it's not the so-delicious-satay-nasigoreng combination, but it's just so nice!! luv them! and oooohhh.. the ferrero roche..

glad that dad fixed the streamyx line just before i come back. and i'm definitely getting this post done from home. no more hussling to town just to get the internet working.

i really really miss tawau so much! although i just got back from here last month. we had dinner at the muslim seafood restaurant which was quite nice.. but definitely not as good as the one in sabindo. but at least it's HALAL food.

i've got pics taken from the seafood restaurant and will be posting it up soon! i'm so excited about getting online.. will update the photos soon!!

MIA?

i am so not MIA.

my phone's working and the reception is good. plus it's on 24/7.

will be writing again soon..

[ PTD test.. again ]

i received the PTD test slip again. asking me to sit for the "Peperiksaan Khas". i wonder why SPA sent me to re-sit. considering my previous attempt was a total FAIL. i guess that's what they call.. "Rezeki" ..

Alhamdulillah..

[ i want to have that ]

this is my 3rd post this morning.. although i'm tired & sleepy, my eyes and my mind can't seem to let go. i'm still stuck in front of this laptop, surfing & scouting for checkered tops and window shopping for soothing my eyes & soul. i just love online shopping!! ('-')

i've been eyeing on these & i am so so want to get them..

1. Forever 21 Marila Plaid Shirt



i actually prefer a long sleeve one, it could save me from sweating myself since i do not have to wear another long sleeve inner. it's just so hard to find the one that really suits me. it's either too small or too big and sold out. but, nevertheless, i will keep searching for my right plaid shirt and i will have it in my wardrobe soon!

2. Forever 21 Long Sleeve White Top



Another must have. I already have several white tops, however, i find this piece a must have. it's flare at the bottom. i would opt for a brownish leathered belt to finish the look. and tuck my hijab in to get the neat & clean look. i was about to get this shirt, but considering that money is a bit tight at the moment, i will keep this in the list and get it next time.

[ Malaysia Airlines Promotion ]

When MAS started off it's direct flight to Tawau last year, i'm pretty sure every regular travellers to Tawau were excited about the news. even better, MAS challenged Air Asia by reducing a huge percentage of the flight fees and so on. i myself managed to get 3 tickets, 2 for myself and 1 for my brother. yay!! and guess what!! it just took me RM218 for each ticket. it's really cost saving! compared to Air Asia, the same ticket would worth another additional RM50 to RM100. that is without taking the "express boarding fees", "bag check in fees" & "f&b" into account. but with MAS, there is no hidden charge whatsoever. it's really worth buying. so, for those frequent travellers to Tawau, always, always, check for the promotion in newspapers or in MAS website for your super deal!

the latest promotion will end today.. so hurry up!!

[ i've made it ]

yeah!! i've finally made it!! as promised.. ta-da!! customized header image !! credit to myself!! ooohh.. praise to myself!! it's not easy for me to have produced this. i'm a creative no-no. but, here it is! i present to you... my header!




nice huh?

[ i just love.. ]

1. my pink ipod

2. necklaces - gold, silver, platinum, big chunky and long necklaces. starting to get a collection of my own

3. rings

4. make up and cute colourful make up bags!

5. online shopping! online window shopping alone can make my day!

6. spend the whole day with my hun watching reruns of blu-rays

7. magazines - CLEO & FEMALE! can't miss even a single month!

8. body shop shower gels & shampoos & lotions

it's not in a chronological order though, it's just a list of some things that i love. . what's yours?

Wish List #3

wish list no. 3..

adel. u've been asking 'bout this. i really looking forward for the FOUR of Us to be spending our holiday together in Bali. i've been surfing over the net on the flight and dates.. the thing is, i'm not sure IF BALI is the most appropriate location for the vacation.

considering u are more into shopping.. and i'm not sure if shima agreed to this since i havent open up about this vacation to her yet. =) with her out of town and all.. hihihi..

i guess nyn will be alright. i'm not sure either.

what say you?? this year or next year?

new theme again

it's the new theme again. and i kind of like it! it just lighten up my day!! woohoo!!

[boring - new term in my life]

my life never get any boring`er than now. suddenly i feel that i'm just a nobody who do not achieve anything in life. or maybe not yet. luck is not really on my side on this very new year. and i feel totally down. or maybe it's just my feeling of negativity. i have no idea. i kind of have all this -ve ions inside my body and mind. i keep on thinking that it's not going to be a good year for me this year.

work was ok. normal. and the same routine that i have to face every day in and day out. wake up at 6am EVERY morning and come back by 7 OR 730pm EVERY day. i'm tired of all the 200km journey every day and i'm tired of answering back the same question people ask me almost every day when i met them at the office car park when i'm heating up my engine end of the day - "tak penat ke travel jauh jauh?" "jauhnye u travel, y x pindah dekat dekat ngan ofis?" "hubby u x kesian kat u ke?" "jauh la u travel" sometime i feel like screaming at them and say "ADA KE ORG YG TAK PENAT?"
but, i know, i cant. so, the story just end there. full stop. then the same question again for the 365 days.

married life ok. so far so good. except for the questions -- "bila u nak pregnant ni?" "takde isi ke?" "no sign of muntah2 ke?" that i have to just nod off when i was asked. at weddings, kenduri, lunch, dinner, arrghh!! let me ask u. who doesnt want to be a mother? who doesnt want to get pregnant? i want. but this is not the thing that you'll-get-what-you-want thing. this is just different.

then there's another thing that always bothers me. people always, always tell me to my face that i look like i just swallow a pot of rice. ""eiiiiiii, dah gemuk la u"
"waaaaaaaaa, sejak kawin makin sihat" is it a crime to get chubby? is it?

arghh.. it's just the terrible time of my life i guess. time will heal the sores i had in my heart. i just need some excitement in life.

aim for sky high!

i've set my goal..

i've set my mind..


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to be super SLIM by 24th JAN '09!!



can i or can't i make it?


we'll see.


current weight as on 12th Jan 09..

:::::::[ 64.1kg ]:::::::

Birthday Birthday Birthday

it's Hubby 26th birthday. i wished him earlier last nite just to be the 1st one to wish him. then i remembered i brought him a birthday card and yet write anything on it. it was already 11pm and i was tired from the daily journey. i quickly grabbed a pen and spilled everything on the card. it's his 2nd birthday with me as H&W. i wish that we can always celebrate our birthday together. insyaAllah.

we went to mid valley and gardens and met my BFF Nyn there. she's so cute! she wore this knee length blue knit dress and a pair of black flats. she said she was in a hurry, but she's gorgeous!

then my SIL's bf joined us and we marched to tony romas for the birthday celebration. so we ordered and we ate. by the time we're finished, as usual hubby (poor birthday boy, have to pay his own dinner.. haha)called upon the waiter for bill. then some not-so-good thing happened, the credit card machine was spoiled! and we were asked to pay by cash. it's not that we don't have cash, it's just that we came unprepared with so much cash and decided to pay using the credit card. btw, that's what credit card are for anyway - not to bring too much cash on hand. so, we were like. "anybody hv cash?" "do we have enough cash?" so i was thinking, since Maybank just few steps away, so why dont we go and withdraw some money and come back for the bill. hubby was looking inside his wallet and counting, oh. thank God there were enough cash. and paid off the bill. so. the moral of the story. always be prepared and always keep in mind that not all the time credit card machine is in good function. always always bring extra cash in your purse/wallet. or make sure your friend has too. ;p

anyway,

happy birthday sayang!

i always love you!

simple but i like it

updated my blog looks..
changed my profile picture..
changed my header picture..
additional description..

and

the utmost.... brand new chat box!! for you to left ur msgs! *thanks my girl Adel, curik from her blog* luv u girl!

Harghh!!

devastated.angry.shocked.upset.

i felt cheated.

was on my way to victory (getting new theme for this blog) when some error occurred and lost everything!

my chat box were gone, links all gone, everything gone!

uarrghh!!

3 am, 5 Jan 09

it's 3 am on a monday morning, 5 Jan 09.

i cant sleep. it was the effect from the iced caffe latte i had earlier. i'm fresh and wide awake! here i am. posting another post for the 2nd time this morning.

i was once allergic to coffee. i would end up puke or problem with the stomach. but amazingly, it's my 3rd venti size coffee and i'm feeling alright. i guess maybe it's mild. therefore the tindak balas not so critical.

but look what i've done to myself. i widddddeeeeeee awake and caaaaaannnnnnnnooooooottttttttt ssssssleeeeeeeep!

Then : 2008, Now : 2009

2008.. a year for me to look back on all the things that i've learned and achieved. being a wife, in law, sister and daughter at the same time has taught me a lot of things. not everything in this world is as easy as it seems. it's tough but challenging at the same time.

there's been up and down. the fast and the slow. the financial was a bit at the tip of the horn. but, thanks Allah for the rezeki yg tak putus putus. and for giving me the strength to carry on. i was blessed for having such a wonderful husband my side, who never ever stop giving me the support that i needed to go through my days. i'm also blessed with the caring family i have throughout these years. my dad who always inspires me to become someone better - di dunia & di akhirat. terima kasih ayah. my in laws - ibu & bpk yg always support me in all the things i do and will do. thanks for your advices too.. i need those..

2008.. the fun part was.. i was into online shopping so much that it soon becoming my habit!! yeah i know.. it was fun! and it always is! i've been to several bazaar and i tell u.. it's heaven!! tons of clothes, accessories, bags, shoes, you name it! even shawls okay! all there! plus, you can bargain n bargain till the price drop and voila, u'll get whatever that u want in good price. cool!!

then.. there was the singing part. i was soooooo into karaoke. ok, i admit that i dont sound like any of those american idol or OIAM singers. but i dont care. i just wanna have some fun! my hubby wasnt into karaoke at first. but as what i referred him to now - the karaoke addict - you better hold on tight to that keyboard, otherwise u'll need to wait half an hour or so before your turn! imagine that! ;p i'm glad he loved it too.. otherwise, who's gonna pay? HAHAHA (evilly laughing)

next..
things starting with S - shawls & shoes. oh my, i just love these. 2008 alone i bought countless shoes & shawls. i just cant stop buying them then. and now i dont have enough space to store them. i have to organize my shawls & hijabs in a bag. my shoes were put in like 2 pairs in a box. i remembered there's one pair of red heels that were bought last 2 years raya that were only worn once - during raya. well, at least i wear them right?

okay. lets face the biggest fear of all mankind. Gaining weight!
ive gained a total of 10kg!! yeah i know. it's remarkably too much! i was 55kg then and at the end of december 2008, the weighing scale showed proudly - 65kg! i dont have anything to say.. i'm not surprised. considering my food intake for last the 12 months.. oh well.. some people said i looked better chubbier. some said i NEED to lose weight. some said okay-lah, tak gemok tak kurus, okay-lah..

there's just too much to be list out here.. that pretty up wrapped my 2008 recap. welcome 2009 and good bye 2008!

happy new year 2009

Happy New Year boys and girls!!!

i know i know.. it's new year already, and i still owe a lot of stories.. the genting la. the karaoke la. plus the resolutions la. haha time is all needed.. i promised myself that i will update everything in the next post!!

till then.. ciaou!!