Saturday, January 31, 2009

[ i just love.. ]

1. my pink ipod

2. necklaces - gold, silver, platinum, big chunky and long necklaces. starting to get a collection of my own

3. rings

4. make up and cute colourful make up bags!

5. online shopping! online window shopping alone can make my day!

6. spend the whole day with my hun watching reruns of blu-rays

7. magazines - CLEO & FEMALE! can't miss even a single month!

8. body shop shower gels & shampoos & lotions

it's not in a chronological order though, it's just a list of some things that i love. . what's yours?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Wish List #3

wish list no. 3..

adel. u've been asking 'bout this. i really looking forward for the FOUR of Us to be spending our holiday together in Bali. i've been surfing over the net on the flight and dates.. the thing is, i'm not sure IF BALI is the most appropriate location for the vacation.

considering u are more into shopping.. and i'm not sure if shima agreed to this since i havent open up about this vacation to her yet. =) with her out of town and all.. hihihi..

i guess nyn will be alright. i'm not sure either.

what say you?? this year or next year?

Sunday, January 18, 2009

new theme again

it's the new theme again. and i kind of like it! it just lighten up my day!! woohoo!!

[boring - new term in my life]


my life never get any boring`er than now. suddenly i feel that i'm just a nobody who do not achieve anything in life. or maybe not yet. luck is not really on my side on this very new year. and i feel totally down. or maybe it's just my feeling of negativity. i have no idea. i kind of have all this -ve ions inside my body and mind. i keep on thinking that it's not going to be a good year for me this year.

work was ok. normal. and the same routine that i have to face every day in and day out. wake up at 6am EVERY morning and come back by 7 OR 730pm EVERY day. i'm tired of all the 200km journey every day and i'm tired of answering back the same question people ask me almost every day when i met them at the office car park when i'm heating up my engine end of the day - "tak penat ke travel jauh jauh?" "jauhnye u travel, y x pindah dekat dekat ngan ofis?" "hubby u x kesian kat u ke?" "jauh la u travel" sometime i feel like screaming at them and say "ADA KE ORG YG TAK PENAT?"
but, i know, i cant. so, the story just end there. full stop. then the same question again for the 365 days.

married life ok. so far so good. except for the questions -- "bila u nak pregnant ni?" "takde isi ke?" "no sign of muntah2 ke?" that i have to just nod off when i was asked. at weddings, kenduri, lunch, dinner, arrghh!! let me ask u. who doesnt want to be a mother? who doesnt want to get pregnant? i want. but this is not the thing that you'll-get-what-you-want thing. this is just different.

then there's another thing that always bothers me. people always, always tell me to my face that i look like i just swallow a pot of rice. ""eiiiiiii, dah gemuk la u"
"waaaaaaaaa, sejak kawin makin sihat" is it a crime to get chubby? is it?

arghh.. it's just the terrible time of my life i guess. time will heal the sores i had in my heart. i just need some excitement in life.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

aim for sky high!

i've set my goal..

i've set my mind..


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to be super SLIM by 24th JAN '09!!



can i or can't i make it?


we'll see.


current weight as on 12th Jan 09..

:::::::[ 64.1kg ]:::::::

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Birthday Birthday Birthday

it's Hubby 26th birthday. i wished him earlier last nite just to be the 1st one to wish him. then i remembered i brought him a birthday card and yet write anything on it. it was already 11pm and i was tired from the daily journey. i quickly grabbed a pen and spilled everything on the card. it's his 2nd birthday with me as H&W. i wish that we can always celebrate our birthday together. insyaAllah.

we went to mid valley and gardens and met my BFF Nyn there. she's so cute! she wore this knee length blue knit dress and a pair of black flats. she said she was in a hurry, but she's gorgeous!

then my SIL's bf joined us and we marched to tony romas for the birthday celebration. so we ordered and we ate. by the time we're finished, as usual hubby (poor birthday boy, have to pay his own dinner.. haha)called upon the waiter for bill. then some not-so-good thing happened, the credit card machine was spoiled! and we were asked to pay by cash. it's not that we don't have cash, it's just that we came unprepared with so much cash and decided to pay using the credit card. btw, that's what credit card are for anyway - not to bring too much cash on hand. so, we were like. "anybody hv cash?" "do we have enough cash?" so i was thinking, since Maybank just few steps away, so why dont we go and withdraw some money and come back for the bill. hubby was looking inside his wallet and counting, oh. thank God there were enough cash. and paid off the bill. so. the moral of the story. always be prepared and always keep in mind that not all the time credit card machine is in good function. always always bring extra cash in your purse/wallet. or make sure your friend has too. ;p

anyway,

happy birthday sayang!

i always love you!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

simple but i like it

updated my blog looks..
changed my profile picture..
changed my header picture..
additional description..

and

the utmost.... brand new chat box!! for you to left ur msgs! *thanks my girl Adel, curik from her blog* luv u girl!

Harghh!!

devastated.angry.shocked.upset.

i felt cheated.

was on my way to victory (getting new theme for this blog) when some error occurred and lost everything!

my chat box were gone, links all gone, everything gone!

uarrghh!!

Monday, January 5, 2009

3 am, 5 Jan 09

it's 3 am on a monday morning, 5 Jan 09.

i cant sleep. it was the effect from the iced caffe latte i had earlier. i'm fresh and wide awake! here i am. posting another post for the 2nd time this morning.

i was once allergic to coffee. i would end up puke or problem with the stomach. but amazingly, it's my 3rd venti size coffee and i'm feeling alright. i guess maybe it's mild. therefore the tindak balas not so critical.

but look what i've done to myself. i widddddeeeeeee awake and caaaaaannnnnnnnooooooottttttttt ssssssleeeeeeeep!

Then : 2008, Now : 2009

2008.. a year for me to look back on all the things that i've learned and achieved. being a wife, in law, sister and daughter at the same time has taught me a lot of things. not everything in this world is as easy as it seems. it's tough but challenging at the same time.

there's been up and down. the fast and the slow. the financial was a bit at the tip of the horn. but, thanks Allah for the rezeki yg tak putus putus. and for giving me the strength to carry on. i was blessed for having such a wonderful husband my side, who never ever stop giving me the support that i needed to go through my days. i'm also blessed with the caring family i have throughout these years. my dad who always inspires me to become someone better - di dunia & di akhirat. terima kasih ayah. my in laws - ibu & bpk yg always support me in all the things i do and will do. thanks for your advices too.. i need those..

2008.. the fun part was.. i was into online shopping so much that it soon becoming my habit!! yeah i know.. it was fun! and it always is! i've been to several bazaar and i tell u.. it's heaven!! tons of clothes, accessories, bags, shoes, you name it! even shawls okay! all there! plus, you can bargain n bargain till the price drop and voila, u'll get whatever that u want in good price. cool!!

then.. there was the singing part. i was soooooo into karaoke. ok, i admit that i dont sound like any of those american idol or OIAM singers. but i dont care. i just wanna have some fun! my hubby wasnt into karaoke at first. but as what i referred him to now - the karaoke addict - you better hold on tight to that keyboard, otherwise u'll need to wait half an hour or so before your turn! imagine that! ;p i'm glad he loved it too.. otherwise, who's gonna pay? HAHAHA (evilly laughing)

next..
things starting with S - shawls & shoes. oh my, i just love these. 2008 alone i bought countless shoes & shawls. i just cant stop buying them then. and now i dont have enough space to store them. i have to organize my shawls & hijabs in a bag. my shoes were put in like 2 pairs in a box. i remembered there's one pair of red heels that were bought last 2 years raya that were only worn once - during raya. well, at least i wear them right?

okay. lets face the biggest fear of all mankind. Gaining weight!
ive gained a total of 10kg!! yeah i know. it's remarkably too much! i was 55kg then and at the end of december 2008, the weighing scale showed proudly - 65kg! i dont have anything to say.. i'm not surprised. considering my food intake for last the 12 months.. oh well.. some people said i looked better chubbier. some said i NEED to lose weight. some said okay-lah, tak gemok tak kurus, okay-lah..

there's just too much to be list out here.. that pretty up wrapped my 2008 recap. welcome 2009 and good bye 2008!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

happy new year 2009

Happy New Year boys and girls!!!

i know i know.. it's new year already, and i still owe a lot of stories.. the genting la. the karaoke la. plus the resolutions la. haha time is all needed.. i promised myself that i will update everything in the next post!!

till then.. ciaou!!