*blur*

oh god, i'm so blurr.. i had a lot to write, but i dun know y my brain is not functioning at this time.. i cant think of any thing to write..

i'm hungry.... ;(

Workaholic or Being Pushed to be OnE? ;)

darn! i'm so tired.. at this time, i supposed to be at home.. but now, i'm writing from the lab. . it's been quite a long time since my last post. geezzz.. first, i'm not the blogger type. and 2nd, i just dun hv time to.. and 3rd, the worst part was.. If i hv the streamyx at home, then it shudnt be any difficulty for me to always get this blog updated with stories. . but anyhow, i managed to write one today! ;p

it is a tough week.. we had to stay back till late to do qc. cheers for the customers!
i'm so tired that i couldnt even make my bed first thing in the morning. i woke up late. n sumtimes even worst. i found myself so lazy to get up for a quick pee. hahaha.. very very lazy..

past 2 weeks, ive been flying up and down from kl to jb. then jb to kl. first for the training the HR department arranged for me. it's about the ISO thingy. it was fun. the training of course. plus i got to make a few friends as well. we keep in touched. emails and smsing. that is so great!

the week after the training, i flew again back to sban. this time round, im not driving. my dad refused me to. It's all happened bcause i had a short circuit for my kelisa rear lamp. god knows what had happened. but at least, i saved up to my fuel n my mileage.. hahaha..n of course, the toll. it so costy!!

gotta go. catch up with you blog later!

Al Fatihah for My Late Mom

Mommy

Mommy, I want you to know that I love you so much!
I miss you mom! I really miss you. May Allah bless you always.

Al- Fatihah.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I dun know how to start. It’s another gol and gincu series I just watched. Jerangkung Dalam Almari. What you have on mind? Backstabber. Liers. Gunting dalam lipatan. Bla blab la. Hate them. To think of it, I had an experience. Im not saying that I’m too good to be a friend. But, hey, I make friends with my heart. Love them, care for them. And what SHE does? She backstabbed me! Telling rumors that.. God, scares you off! I don’t know what ive done that have hurt her, or make her felt uneasy. I just don’t know y. was there things ive said offended her? Was there any of my acts annoyed her? I don’t know. But, it there were, backstabbing me wasn’t the right way. She could just hv tell me. Tell me what n where ive done wrong. Not hurting me in such a way that now I hate her so much that I don’t even want to look at her. Nor know about anything about her. Life must go on mustn’t i? last year, I heard that she got cancer. Is it true? Only God knows. But if she is, I felt sorry for her. May she heal soon? She used to be a good friend of mine. But after the incident, we grew apart. I tried to contact her a few times, she ignored my smses. What else could I do? hey, i was the one victimized, yet I still want to get everything back on track. But, hey girl, wherever you are, n whatever u be doing, I wish u the best of luck. I need u to know that, what past is past. Let it go with the wind. I no more hate you. I miss you to be my friend.

Reviewing the Past

It's Friday. It's been a great week. We had projects ahead of us. Counting on the Police and Fire department involvement. Hopefully everything's gonna be ok. Doing projects with the school must be fun and exciting!! Can't wait to have the project on. Go back to school reminds me of my schooling age. It was lotsa fun then! i was in the band. me and my bro had so much fun playing with musical instruments. Not forgetting i was chosen to be the leader for the national day march. it was historical. it was great!!

Gol & Gincu

I dunno what attracts me to this series. I just love to watch this!!! Uve got no idea how much I’m addicted to this show.. but once for all, I really like this fazura girl! Yeahh,, I know.. newspaper said she wasn’t that sweet and lovely, but who cares! I still lurrrvvveee her anyway! Lurve her look, lurve her long hair, lurve her clothes, lurve the way she talks, kinda in a bitchy and gedik way, but, hey, it’s cute! I just loveee her so much!! and by the way, she loves pink too!! Ha Ha!
I love the way they handle their friendships. Like Putri and Mia. Putri casted by Fazura and Mia casted by this girl, urm.. who,, I cant tink of her name. let u know next time. So, continue with the story, I just admire the way they manage their frenship. Go shopping together, share things together, not just some happy stuffs, but inside out. Yknow, all the sad things, all the downers they had, they shared almost everything! Well, maybe it’s just done in the show but not in the reality.but I wished I could have that kind of fship. I missed a lot of my frens. Especially boboi, and rozi. They’r the bestest fren I ever had. But everything has changed. We’re sooo not close just like we were during school times. Maybe it’s about time. About how much we’re so apart from each other. After form 5, all of us had our own route to go. I went to matrikulasi, they went to college together. Slower, things changed. They’re getting closer and I’m getting away. We met up when I was back home.. but, everything was just not the same. 3yrs in UKM even made us tear apart. They all pun got new frens. Uh huhh.. wut do do? Life must go on. Well, lets forget about it.. It’s not like the world gonna end or sumtin,this world still have zillions of people inside right?

one saturday at home

I cant stop writing. I haven’t got out from the house since I got back from work. no newspaper, no magazines, no nothing. I cooked my own lunch and after that I cleaned the fridge. It’s not quite in a good shape. Need a little bit of cleaning. Ive done that too.. I spent the whole evening watching tv and movies.. it’s like a dvd marathon. After I watched Bridget Jones – The Edge of Reason, then sambung pulak tgk Aquamarine. Seems like today is the day of dvd.. but still, I had a great day staying at home. As how much I’m so happy to see the house is shiny, clean and it just make everything seen perfect. I love to live in a place like this. Always clean and clean. I wonder wut’s it’s like when I get married. Can I be as hardworking as I did today? Doing the house chores and everything? Hurm, still far to think about it huh? But, I luv the fact that I must think about the future starting from now. It’s wat we plan today that make us who we are in future? Right? Well not all can get what they planned and
desired, but at least, I gave it a thought..

*A Fish Head Tale*

I was supposed to update this blog last Monday. But never got the chance to do so. So, here it goes...

On 26th June, I went to visit bsm and to do a trial on a new color. The bad part was, the trial failed. I thought everything’s gonna be ok, but it didn’t turn out like what I was thinking. Tried twice, but it was still the same. F.A.I.L. after the entire tiring and long journey I had. But, wut’s d big deal anyway? We’ll be working on it... this time round; hopefully good luck will be with us. *hope so*

I had fish head curry for lunch. Honestly, I never had eaten fish head before. I was once told that fish head wasn’t good for the brain, it could ruin the memory, bla bla bla bla bla bla… but it’s my 1st time, and for all these years, I thought it tasted different from the other parts of the fish, but it’s just the same... Duhhh??!! Why people are so obsessed with it? It’s just the same. In fact, I dun think the curry taste any better than any mamak curry fish or chicken or wutever. Except for the money you spend on it. Hell, it cost much much more! Geezzz… oh well, I’m just being negative thinking right here. Just bcoz I’m not into it. But, dun get me wrong. This is Malaysia, why you have the rights when you can’t say anything? It’s a democratic nation ok...this is just what I think. J

I really miss all the times I had back home. My bed, my new bed, dad just bought it for me. One whole set with the matched wardrobe, and side tables, not forgetting the dressing table which I longed wish for. Finally, I got it! Thanx to dad! U’r fabulous dad!! Lurve you sooo much!! i love everything dad bought me. Once, dad got me a brand new Garfield watch when I was in secondary school. I was in form 1 then. I was thrilled, surprised, never thought dad wud buy me something so precious, so bad I lost it. I didn’t really lose it, someone or somebody took it. If I knew who had stole my Garfield watch, I’ll choke him/her to death! I’m serious!! I remember I even had a fever for the surprise.
Dad, I miss you. Hope to see you soon for Raya. Cant wait to meet you!!

a story of loneliness

starving.. i'm starving to death now.. but, i cant take my eyes off the computer.. i've got no guts to pull myself away from where i'm sitting now.. but my stomach can't stop growling.. both my hands are now shivvering.. erkkk.. again, my stomach growling.. i hv no idea wut for lunch today. ude still bz with her work. izmel is still in Mekah. i'm totally on my own now. dad is far away across the south china sea.. adik is doing his dip in kk. my old frens everywhere.. i dunno wut are their progress.. *sigh* i'm alone now.. i miss my frens, my family..
i really really miss them so muchhh

sweet dreams

i woke up with smiles.. i was really surprised with the dreams i had last night. Geezzz.. am i kinda super shopaholic??? i was driving with my bf along the highway when we dropped by a R n R, and surprisingly i found a fashion shop with dropping dead discounts! i was so thrilled and get myself with a nice shopping spree and wohooo, last me 3hrs to get everything done.. meanwhile, i forgot that i left him in the car waiting for me for damn 3hrs.. hahahaha..

the morale of the dream is, when u'r a shopaholic in the real world, u'll be one too in your dreams!! ;p gotcha!! :)

my 2nd post

23rd June 2006.

i’m listening to dewa. Separuh nafasku. It’s been quite a long time I didn’t tune to my ipod. I uploaded a few songs, siti’s new song, biarlah rahsia. I like this so much! I’m not pretty much into malay songs when I was in college, but everything changed now. I’m more to a universal listener. I listen to everything.. all rounder baby! It was my boss who started this. He was such a huge Era listener. He often talk about the morning show with Saiful Apek and eventually made me to switch to era. That’s where all this Malay songs came to mind. Ehehe. Even sayang pun surprised with my change. The first time he came to visit me at jb on 1 Sunday, I tuned in era *he don’t really into malay music* and he was like, “wut is wrong wit u?” geeezzzz… he was really surprised I guess.. sooner, he get used to it. And now, I get the chance to change the radio station when I’m with him. Oh boy, I love my sayang so much.. he’s really such a wonderful guy.
Hurm, talking about my sayang, there’s a whole load of stories behind our relationship. Everything started 8yrs ago, when we’re still in secondary school. I supposed we’re in Form2 then. I was so addicted to mirc and icq that time when I got to know him. He got his nick and I got mine – which is too secret to be share *I guess dats our secret eyh* ;)
So, I dunno how I got into him, and how he got into me and we’re couple later on. Years come and go, we all pun on and off, sometime lost contact, sometimes keep in touch.. on and off on and off. We met for the first time in nilai. *not forgetting that he’s a serembanian-do we have such serembanian?-who cares anyway* so the story goes like this. We met, we had our first date in a mamak stall.. oh god, dat mamak stall still on till now.. i hope they’ll live forever for the stall retained my memories. Sweet memories. X jumpa lama pun, half an hour later he sent me back to the ktm. And dats about it. Not so much but yknow, we’ve been close for how many yrs, but dat’s the 1st time ever we met each other. I was shy, and he was too. But I kinda wish that moment could happen again. For I really want to get to know him better. *but, nvm, I still hv him with me now*
After the met, we split up. For 1 reason, that is soo ridiculous. Well, let keep it my secret.
Then, after 2 yrs, we met up again. This time for real. We were mature enuff to differentiate puppy luv and real luv, true luv and pure luv. And I’m still with him now. I’m sooo happy.. we’re getting engage this raya and I just cant wait till dat moment to come.. sayang, I love u so much.. if u’r reading this, I want u to know dat I really2 luv u .. no matter what. x)

I’m listening to puisi rangga. Bet everybody know this. Alaaaa, dat Indonesian movie cast by dian sastro. Hell I lurve her soooo much!!! It was her who made me soooo crazy about pink!! I’m in luv wit her style so much dat once I dreamt to be just like her. Small and petite and lovable, likeable, and model look. Ohh,she’s just gorgeous! Now, tgh dgr Larut by Dewa. Heeee.. I love this song. Larut ke dalam kamu,yg ku cintai.. ehehe.. sayang, i’m dissolved into you. The English version? Sounds terrible.. dissolved?? Wutever..

I tink dats all for now. Gotta go and get to bed.. tomorrow, another half day of working, oohh.. thinking about work make me weak. Soo weak.. the never ending story of working.

my first ever blog

i like this.. it's my first blog. hooray!! well, just a quick sum of my day.. it's the same everyday, but today i managed to pass out 2 colours for the customer. i found it hard to pass in the first place. i did almost 3 trials, n finally, i did it.. yay!! i knew i can do it! :0) i'm getting home now.. so, more to come tomorrow!! cioaaa